should i text

so last night i made this boy i talk to come to this small party, i kind of embarrassed myself there. i could tell he wanted to leave the whole night just by his face and when he got dropped off he didn’t even say goodbye. i was drunkkk so maybe that’s why he was acting like that. i feel so bad, not just for him but everyone at the party cause i was acting like a fool. i want an excuse to text him ctfu but i was wondering should i text him? i would say something like “hey, i just want to say sorry about last night. i’m embarrassed of myself. you don’t gotta text back just wanted everyone to know that i’m sorry for acting like a fool lol” forgot to mention, BEFORE the party he went to a trampoline park with some girl 🤣 text him? or cut him off now?

UPDATE: he ended up texting me first just said “heyy” everything was fine. i still apologized for my actions and he said its fine even though deep down i know its not lol but about his kinda being sneaky... i’m gonna start laying low and keeping my head on a swivel