6 weeks pregnant and not happy 😔

The only choice I have is to pray. I had a ectopic back in 2016 then a miscarriage a year later. I only have one tube and I CAN NOT deal with having to go through another loss I just can’t. Anxiety is really bad I’m taking care of myself and my baby I love him or her so much and I can’t loose my baby. My ultrasound is August 23 and I am nervous. I can’t find relief until I know my baby is in the right spot where he or is supposed to be with a heartbeat. How can I enjoy this pregnancy without having to worry so much? I’m not bleeding or in pain which is a good sign I just need support 😪