I want to do so so so much more yet I am still in the exhausting episo. I have so many dreams yet my emotion taking the most control out of me... I want to have someone by my side just to hug and cry for comfort... yet that energy can scare others and stuck their positive energy out of them. I have friends yet I feel they are not there for me. It's a lonely world out here... the strong Independent women and men crying alone out there to hoping and pray it will be better yet another day come by. We are all strong and beautiful yet that loneliness kill us deep inside even when there are people around... why... then stay somewhere to cry alone... what is the problem... why... what can we do... why are we so lost... we are so strong.... yet feel so weak...