What do I do

Hi girls! I have a problem with my boyfriend... the thing is that he loves me endlessly, but I stopped wanting him a year ago. I’ve never been able to orgasm with him (or without him) and he’s my second partner. My first one wasn’t a constant partner so I can’t say what the actual reason of my anorgasmia is. As soon as I stopped wanting him, I started perceiving my boyfriend as a child that needs to be taken care of, and I see myself as an essential part of his happiness. The thing is, I am not happy myself. I love him as a part of my family, but I don’t want a family together and I don’t think I was ready to start a serious relationship with him when I was 17. We came to another country for the summer and I was hoping for everything to change here, but I met a great guy instead. Maximum where we’ve gotten is hugging for hours without talking and chatting every day. I can’t get this guy out of my head, because he is a man and I’ve never seen my bf as one. Do you think everything will get better when we leave this country and I say bye to the guy or our relationship will end some day and our problems will only get worse? Should I keep waiting for some wonder to make me love my boyfriend again?