Doubt anyone will answer

I don’t know why I’m posting on here cause no one replies to me anyway... but I need to ask incase anyone does any deer... we have been trying for a year since our missed miscarriage last year and the doctors are finally willing to test and make sure everything is ok.... I’m terrified that something will be wrong... got blood tests and a pelvic scan in the next 2 weeks... this is my tww though and I’m worried if I am late and they do the scan and have to do an internal that if I have finally caught it will cause issues or that I’ll be on and they will need to do an internal and won’t be able too cause I’m on..... so many mixed emotions.... anyone NOT had bad news from a scan and bloods? Last time I had a scan and bloods was the day I was told I’d miscarried..... I’m so worried....