Feel like I am dying

I’ve had PCOS since I was 8. My consultant advised me to run my BCP back to back and only have a bleed once every 3 months as my periods are so horrendouslly painful and heavy. So here we are 3 months later and I am in agony.

I haven’t been able to move since Sunday. Constantly taking ibuprofen and paracetamol. I am in so much pain, feel nauseous, dizzy and am flooding though everything.

Barely managed to get to the GP yesterday who gave me mefenamic acid, which isn’t helping with the pain, but has made it a bit lighter, but is also giving me brain fog and fatigue.

I haven’t been to work and feel so miserable and alone. I wonder whether I will ever be able to get a handle on this stupid condition.

I wonder if a cyst has ruptured. Not that the GP would even do anything, I sat in the GP yesterday crying in pain and she didn’t even check me out just have me the prescription.

The irony is that I started a diet and working out on Thursday and I was doing so well, the first time I have been able to get a handle on my eating for months. Of course now I just feel like throwing up but have to eat because of the medication. I couldn’t cook the meals I had planned because I couldn’t stand up for that long. So now I am desperately trying not to just eat rubbish but it’s so much easier to just microwave a meal and I have no energy to argue with my brain.

I don’t have a question I’m just venting.