I need some moral support please anyone??

Okay im so paranoid since a long (nearly 2 months) time. In the very beginning of July I went a little sexual with my bf but not to the point of his penis penetrating me cause i dont wanna lose my virginity yet. Since then I’ve been worrying about pregnancy, and to the point of breaking myself out and getting anxiety&depression.; I easily get into depression and paranoia. I literally have no one to talk about this, no ONE. I have some friends but they dont really care about it. My boyfriend has been supportive but im just stuck in my own fear. I’ve been taking 7/8 pregnancy tests & got my period. But nothing is easing my mind. I see some similar cases as mine of girls I would really want to talk with about but they posted it anonymously so i dont know who they are. I really need someone to talk to & support me. I wanna get through this, i cant hold myself but cry for hours just by thinking of the fact that i may be pregnant and ruin my life-goals and my parents&family;’s trust. I just cant..😔 I need someone who is experienced in this and all i could find is this app. I only have this app to turn to about this.

I think I may get an ultrasound these days and im just so embarrassed by the doctors that they may say something to me and get me ashamed. I just dont know what to do..

I’m 18 soon and this is the worst thing that could ever happen to me this summer. Terrible. I totally regret it. I hope someone can make me feel better about this.

I need someone to talk to.