divorce..

my husband lied to his mom and his grandma about wanting to get a divorce with me because i’m this and that. (his mom absolutely HATES me so he was telling her what he wanted to hear so he can get his way) so he says.. he tells me that he never said anything like that and that he loves me and doesn’t want to lose me. (he’s currently in a psychiatric hospital getting help. and a break from his psychotic mom) she really messed his mind up so bad that he has to lie about everything and for even the tiniest things. i’m pregnant and before we found out he broke up with me and wanted to end things completely.. that same night he came home too me and tried to act like nothing happened. then the next day he ended things again.. and then again the next day until i told him i was completely done and he came back and wanted to fix things.

he doesn’t defend me from his mom, she’s always talking so much crap. and i’m sure he doesn’t defend me from his other family members talking shit too. he tells me he does but i know he doesn’t.

he doesn’t know how long he’s going to be staying there for. he thinks he’s getting out this Friday, but that’s not true. so when he finds out it’s 2-3 months he’s going to flip. his grandpa is going to pay him for being in there that whole time, so he will be getting a pay check every week of $200-$300 dollars a week so we can save. we will have a place to live when he’s out, not worrying about bills or anything. so he can decide to leave whenever. if he wants to get out and not get the help he needs then we will have nowhere to go. we will have nothing. and i will not be staying with him if he picks to just get out this Friday. he needs a lot of help, he has a lot to fix. he had a lot of anger inside he needs to learn to deal with. he needs to know how to deal with his mom and not take everything she tells him to heart.. and so much more. i’m praying for my marriage and our love. i just really hope he picks getting the help and not just give up and leave so soon.. idk what to do 😞 i just need someone to talk too.