My Heart Breaking Story

I was in a abusive relationship for the past 2 twos and the outcome is a daughter. He would constantly pick fights and argue with me over things that were just completely ridiculous like for me asking questions, not understanding certain things. He’s called me a dumb ass bitch he’s called me a idiot he’s called me an ass ho. He’s called me a weak ass bitch. He’s said sooooo many hurtful things. To make matters worse he said I was a better person when I was cutting I had a brain so I need to go back to that and that hurt me more than anything because for people battling an addiction so strong and they finally have the strength to overcome that how could you “love” someone and say something so hurtful that’s because he didn’t love me and he didn’t care. When I was working he used all of my money now that I’m not working I’m no use to him. He said he doesn’t care about our daughter which I know he doesn’t because for the whole 9 months she’s been on this planet he hasn’t done anything to help out with her. So yesterday so the breaking point for me. I commented congratulations under a mutual friends post on FB because he’s pregnant and he addresses me and asks me why I commented and I said I was just saying congratulations I didn’t mean anything by it he called me a thirsty ass bitch and a whole bunch of stuff and I just couldn’t understand so things got physical and we needed up breaking up. I’m not sad I’m just glad that the toxic relationship is over. I’m glad that the verbal, mental, emotional and physical abuse is finally over with. My only fear and I mean this is a huge fear is that my daughter will grow up to hate me and she’ll blame me for the fact that me and her father isn’t together and I don’t want that. I’m really scared because of that.