Wicca?

This is not usually a topic discussed on here... but I’ve been thinking I want to start practicing witchcraft. I’m 15 and I’ve always felt different. I don’t wanna put a hex on anyone or anything like that. When I was little I used to try to cast spells to see my grandma or make fake little potions and I thought it was just a faze because I watched the tv show charmed all the time... but I’m older now and I still think about it. I do believe in God and have Christian beliefs because of my family. But I’ve also had those times where I question is there even a God because I was going through depression and being bullied but I got through it and there are things that have happened to me that I can’t explain, seen things I can’t explain and to be only 15 I’m way more mature than any of my friends. I mean I was reading college level in the 2nd grade. And reading atleast 3 books with 16-20 chapters in one week. The city where I live is named after a witch (hephzibah,Georgia) and I’ve always had a weird thing happen. When I was in the 1st grade my grandpa died across the street and I had a dream of him dying and woke up and there was ambulance everywhere and my mom thought it was a coincidence. But then my grandma died in 2011 and I had no clue she had died. But when they called me to go home I knew what happened. My family is very Christian on both sides. My boyfriend doesn’t believe in God or the Devil. He basically doesn’t believe in anything. And I know if I told my mom I wanted to practice Wicca she wouldn’t let me or she’s think I was trying to be evil. But I know some witches are not evil at all. But are more connected with nature. So are there any witches here??