body image & body dysmorphia

hello all, i really hate my body. i know i can sit here & complain all i want about it & i know my body won’t change, but anyway:

lately my body dysmorphia is really getting the best of me. my boyfriend is so supportiveness compliments me all the time. he says i’m the most beautiful thing he’s ever laid eyes on and so on♥️but i just can’t believe him. i’m trying to eat healthy and watch my carbs, sugars & calories (but being on my period doesn’t help).

i’m more of just venting but i just really hate myself😣for those wondering this is my body:

i’m 17, 5’2” & weigh 137 with a 28” waist😣when i look in the mirror i see someone who is morbidly obese