I know that no one can actually helps me with this situation but I really need to put this somewhere I’m gonna put this here

I go to an International School in China but the high school curriculum there is really bad so I’m gonna have to change school, but here’s the problem my school rn is the only School that excepts Chinese citizens is my school my mom and I have been trying for months to find another school that accepts Chinese citizens but there is none so here’s what I’m gonna have to do go to another country ALONE neither of my parents can go with me because I still have two younger siblings and all that.

At first I was rly excited about it but now all this is getting realer by the minute and I don’t want to do it I don’t want to be alone in another country I’m 14 but I know that I can’t tell my parents that because it’s just gonna make them feel bad because both my younger siblings are technically Hong Kong citizens so any international school would take them. Idk what to do anymore and now I’m just constantly in my room having melt downs

I’m sry that was rly long