Am I overreacting???

So my boyfriend and I haven't been able to spend much time together lately because I've been so busy at work and he has classes one day a week. I'm diagnosed bpd and its hard for me to tell if I'm overreacting.. Please help.. We haven't talked since and Idk if I'm wrong here.

I'm under black and he is red.

He never responded after that message and we havent talked since.

Any advice would be appreciated.