Earlier last month my moms results finally came back and we found out she had the early stages of breast cancer. We learnt that around the time i found out i was pregnant. Just last week she had the masses removed now we’re waiting to see if she has to get chemo. My daughter starts preK next week and I’m a mess for obvious reasons lol. Right now i work Friday to Monday overnight from 6:30pm-5am and that’s stressful enough given that i work at a Amazon warehouse. Now at the end of September my shift will change to 3 12 hour shifts overnight and I’m not looking forward to that. Then in October i have to drive to New Jersey to help launch a new Amazon Warehouse which is a great opportunity for me but I’ll be away from my family for 20 days.. Also that month my mom gets a hysterectomy(I’m praying it all goes well) and has to be still for two weeks.. She’s stubborn so i have to come home to that. Then finally in November i have to do my training to finish off my phlebotomy training. And my manager already told me that they don’t want me working past December because of the level of stress i might be under. I lost a baby earlier this year from the amount of stress i was under. Ahhh so I’m just tryna stay calm and happy. My job is very supportive of me and makes sure i don’t overexert myself. I’m taking yoga classes soon and will practice deep breathing exercises. Sorry i just needed to rant for a second. I know i got this but i just needed to vent for a second.