Advice!!!

My husband and I love each other but lately things are just not right.. no he’s not cheating on me or anything like that but I feel like never listens to anything I say! I’m a big talker with him (to others im the quietist person) and well I know it’s not an excuse but I’ve always been a really emotional person and being pregnant doesn’t help at all growing up I lacked confidence I always felt like I wasn’t worth it but with him I feel great i can say anything and be myself I don’t have any friends and I don’t like to worry my mom with my things so there’s really no one to ask advice to well here’s the latest I’ve been feeling weird lately nervous about everything I feel like someone’s watching me all the time and I hear footsteps outside the house and I look and no one is there and I’ve just not been my self so I’ve been quiet and he asked me what was wrong and of course i didn’t want to bother him cause all this if I think about it seems crazy so I say nothing he’s playing with my son that’s 3 and I had in my previous relationship and i know he would never do anything to harm him but at a certain point I feel that he’s playing a little rough so I tell him he makes a snappy comment and says he won’t touch him again so he ignores my son every time he tries to play I get upset about the situation but say nothing that was Tuesday so the next morning to goes to work says nothing but I receive a good morning message from him and later at his lunch break he starts texting me so I think everything is fine and we’ll work things out once he gets home since he asked me to make him dinner well i set the table so when we gets home food is served because he has some clases to go to on Wednesday’s night so he gets home says nothing to me as I’m getting everything really for him to eat he goes to the bedroom changes comes out and says I’m leaving I’m just mad at that point all I can say is really I made dinner and your just leaving like that to what he answers I didnt think it was for me since your mad I’m just like ok and say no more he grabs the plate and puts it in the microwave Thursday comes he gets home from work and tries to get on me kissing me and all but I’m like no because that’s his way of trying to make things better and I’m just tired of it I’ve told him not to do that cause it only makes matters worse he goes sits on the other couch I get up so serve dinner when I look he’s gone he had gone to the bedroom slept from 4 Hours and comes back out because well it’s late and he’s been sleeping in the living room I wake up from a nightmare again since I’ve been having them I start feeling nervous again and those noises come back at this point I’m just shaking of how scared I am I go to the living room and he’s like what’s wrong and all he does is hug me tight saying everything is ok that he’s there with me so I start feeling better and tell him I’m going back to bed he asked to come with me I say no he says please I want you to be alright at least until you fall asleep to what I say yes so live five minutes later of being in bed he says I’m sorry for answering the way I did I shouldn’t have will you please forgive me all I say is it took you 3 days to realize you made a mistake but I love him and say there’s nothing to worry about because we love each other but I just don’t like it when he’s like that well we’re good but u can’t fall asleep and I say that I know he would never hurt my son because I can see he loves him but as a mother we worry and about how hard it was through my pregnancy because I was with an abusive person and I thought I won’t be able to have my son so I talk and try to explain to him that I’ll probably say comments like that but they mean no harm and I’ll probably be the same with the baby we’re going to have i talk for like 20 min when I’m done he’s like well i don’t want you to feel worried (everything good so far) so I won’t ever touch or play or anything with him to what I’m like really and he’s like yes I tried to explain again and again but he doesn’t understand so I get mad and tell him to leave I feel like we should talk but I feel like it doesn’t matter how much I try to explain he’s just never going to hear what I say

I know it’s a long rant and there’s probably others that have more serious problems than I do but I don’t have anyone to talk to so most of the time I keep things like this to myself we love each other but I don’t know how to deal with it