Scared of having a baby

Ok so I’m 25 I’m a bartender and basically born to do amazing things. But now I think I may be pregnant and I’m scared af. I’ve been with my bf for years . Atleast 8 years and we have had the baby talk and marriage talk . But I don’t feel like he’s mature and we don’t always get along. I’m really scared. I actually thought I could never and then I saw a faint line. But I feel him or her. The past few days I’ve been feel like I was ovulating but then even after I ovulated I felt like little twinges. Like I feel a baby making it’s little nest. It could be a false alarm but like how do you know if your ready . Plus after becoming a mom do

You have to stop Posting pics like this ? I also think about like my friends with kids look like they have the perfect life . And I don’t .. help

Us back in the day lol (2014)

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