Almost 25 weeks pregnant and going through the motions of life 😭 Depressed and just need to share my horrors !

I’m so extremely sad right now.

I’ve tried to be strong.

I’ve tried to stay Calm.

I’ve tried to Relax.

But nothing is helping. 😭

January- I lost my baby : 1st hit

April- I lost my Father - 2nd hit (only 8wks pregnant with rainbow baby.)

May- I lost my older sister- 3rd hit

August- found out my piece of shit Brother attempted to Sexually Assault my 12 year old daughter. I exposed him on social media to warn everybody about his child molester ass to lose my entire family and end up alone. My piece of shit mother sided with him. After she did the same thing to me when I was 9 and I told her that her younger brother had raped me multiple times when I was only 8 🤬😭

All of these hits are driving me insane. The last one was the Tip of the iceberg.

I pressed charges on my bitch ass brother and my daughter has had to repeat her side of the story to many times already.

Btw: My brother is still alive because I had kicked him out of my house just a week before I found out about my daughter. If I would’ve found out when he was here he’d be DEAD!!

As a victim it hurts me to know that I failed my daughter by trusting my brother to live with us . Give it , it wasn’t even my idea it was my husband’s but still we failed her as parents. Our one main job is to protect her and we failed so horribly.

She seems to be okay but I know that inside she’s hurting. I’m doing everything in my power to get her Justice and all his other victims who came out after my daughter was brave enough to tell her story.

Fuck I know this is a long post and I may of fucked up since autocorrect is always fucking with my shit but idc right now. I just needed to tell someone even if no one read this 😭😭😭😭