Can’t afford insurance, need help.

My periods are irregular and when I do get them they last like a month or even more sometimes...it’s to the point to where I am just done with it I’m depressed because of it and very upset that I have to be buying feminine products EVERY FUCKING FEW DAYS. literally some days I don’t even want to live bc of how long I bleed. Boyfriend and I can’t have sex as much as we want so it’s also interfering with my sex life and the worst part is I’m freaking out thinking I can’t ever have kids.....and that’s like the one thing I want in life. Is to be a mom.