Balling. 😳😪

Officially a year down the drain as of today. I am so over trying with no result. I think it might be time to throw in the towel. I just know it will hurt my husband. I had two children from a previous relationship and he has no biological children. It is so hard and I just want to be done but I know it will tear him apart. He has always wanted to be a Dad and is great to my kids. He just wants one of his own. I feel like I can't give up because of that. 😭😭