Have to do early glucose test 😒

With my first i passed the 3 hour test by one point. My second had gestational diabetes. My doctor did a random screening for my blood work at 8 weeks. She told me i had glucose show up in there. So i have to do an early test now. 😒 I’m dreading it. I hated having to check my sugars. And last time my doctor acted like it was no big deal. Originally said she was going to induce me early to avoid the baby getting too big. Then totally blew it off. I had contractions for two weeks when to labor and delivery a couple times and each time while there the baby went into distress then they would send me home. And when it finally went going i barely made it to the hospital in time and had over a 9 pound baby. The hospital made it a bigger deal to have gd than i thought it was. And basically was saying my numbers where higher than i should have let them be. But my doctor said they were no big deal. So i really don’t want to go through this crap again. 😒😒