Mourning is such a weird thing.

How has it been almost 6 years since I lost my best friend and there are times where I can think about him and feel happy then times where I’ll just be sitting at work and it hits my heart so hard it’s like I’m just learning of his death… I hate the separation that death causes and I more hate mourning. I hate that it’s been almost 6 years and I still see stuff that I want to share with him. Ugh I wonder if it will ever get any better. If it will ever get to point where I never feel so heart broken.