3 years ago I met this boy he was nice and was a good friend. We would hang out during lunches at school. I started to fall inlove with him even though I had a boyfriend at the time. I felt hurt because my boyfriend moved overseas but I was still in contact with him. He didn’t really show any affection or effort after he left so I slowly fell out of love with him. My friend asked me once if I wanted to go for a walk during lunch time so I did.

At the start I wanted it because I was so hurt but then he wouldn’t stop. 😔

I tried pushing him off and said stop but he wouldn’t listen. I gave up and laid in silence. Apart of me was taken that day and I still think of it now. 😔

I feel like it wasn’t rape because I wanted it at first, and I feel guilty. I feel like a liar 😞

Would you call it rape ???