My Fiance and I are going through a period of separating. Last night, I decided to have coffee with my on again off again best friend. (I've known him for 18.5 years). Mind you, I am 29 weeks pregnant with my fiance's baby. Anyways, he picks me up and takes me back to his house. I objected and said I wanted to go home. He refused to take me. He wrestled me onto his bed and ripped my clothes off. And raped me. It was a complete and total shock. He brought me home. I showered and called my fiance. He told me to get police involved. I did. And now my fiance is being very loving and considerate of me and how I am doing. I don't know how to feel. I feel shamed, dirty, like it's my fault. Ugh...Fast forward to Monday, Sept. 17,I went to get tested for STD's. Thankfully, they all came back negative. Also, my ex best friend is currently in jail looking at a 1st degree rape charge and 40 years locked up. I feel better knowing he's locked up.