Sad 😔

I let my insecurity get the best of me and my bf were watching silly vids on a app so we’ll see it same time but i got mad/sad when he put a pretty gamer girl on and i just got upset and he said i put a handsome guy on earlier and i said what no he was just funny so he said shes ugly and we’ll watch something else but i just didnt want to express im sad over something so sad cuz im insecure about myself and i feel bad cuz he knows im sad/crying and wants to know if it cuz im insecure but i just felt it was pathetic how im getting sad so i said call me back when phones done charging more so now im just here crying should i tell him why ? I jusr feel so dumb for it