Feel so lonely...

I moved out, I've never really been a girl who has a lot of friends. But it used to be fine...till now.

I can't bear it anymore.

I'm not that shy but I have no friends, no boyfriend, my best friend is far away...I would like to go to parties, in clubs, have some drinks and other stuff that younger do.

I am scared to become mad because of loneliness.

Please help me to get hope again...