5 days late

I’m 5 days late and so scared!!

I’ve had an ectopic and lost one tube already. I had a gynae appointment on Thursday saying I have got to have a hycosy (which made me poorly last time). I’m scared of gettin a negative result if I take the test but also scared of getting a positive. Me and my partner have been trying for another baby since 2014. Can this really be it or am I stressing and that’s why af is late?! 😔

Update ***

Still not built up the courage to do a test, woke up at 3am being sick. Thinking I’m going to have to do a test tomorrow. So emotional right now