I weighed myself today πŸ˜”πŸ’”

Today I weighed myself and I was at 200 lb πŸ˜”πŸ˜©. I’ve never weighed more then 180, even while pregnant I was 165 ...I have pcos and always craves food I shouldn’t have .. and water just is so unpleasant...I hate myself for β€œletting myself gooooo”

Just a vent post.