Could use a mom right now😞

I’m 17 years old and a new mom to be, I live at home as this is my senior year. I finish school in January and my baby is due in may. My mom found out 2 weeks ago and has been yelling me everyday that I ruined my life and I’ll never make anything of myself and all her efforts raising me was a waste. (She’s not my biological mother) I’m just really depressed and angry at myself, but I also love this child to bits. Please, I just need some kind words right now😥😞