Hormones

I’m 26 weeks pregnant, and lately I’ve just been craving the attention of my spouse. We’ve been together for 3 years going on 4 and I can’t help but miss the way things were when we first got together. “Puppy dog stage”

I miss him and I constantly wanting to be around each-other and nothing else being important.

We have a 2 year old son and I feel like we’ve just now gotten to the where we can actually spend one on one time together when he’s home. But lately he’s been a playing video games on his time off and this is new to our relationship.

So, when he’s home I’m still sitting there waiting for my turn. (I am a stay at home mom, so my social life consist of him and our toddler.)

I’ve had talks and talks with him about just needing him to understand that hey I need you to be here with me for right now. Spend some time with me, make dinner with me, dance with me in the kitchen, play fight etc etc things we did that made me fall in love with him in the first place.

When our daughter gets here, I know the time we are going to have with each other will be gone again for a couple years because that’s how it was when our son was born. I will be back to the exhaustion stage and won’t want to be touched since I’m going to have a toddler and a newborn attached at the hip.

Anyhow I just feel hurt, like I’m not good enough to occupy his time anymore. And with this weekend being opening weekend for bow hunting that would be where he is at.