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I was only 8 weeks pregnant when I miscarried August 8th at 11:20am. I was devastated. I already have a 2yr old son but I want a daughter so bad. Being that my pregnancy was a surprise I was super excited and was super anxious so you could try to imagine how I felt waking up and having a flow as heavy as it would be mid menstrual. I've literally only had one cycle since then which was last month on the 7th and of course I've been having unprotected sex since my bleeding stopped from my lost. Now I'm 2 days late on my cycle for this month and I'm scared to get excited. I'm sure my period can just be late but that's literally NEVER happened to me before. I've always been on time. I haven't had any cramping. There's been no pain of any sort period. I've taken a pregnancy test yes because before my period started back I found out I had sex twice within my ovulation week but that came back negative so I'm not sure why my cycle hasn't started. Idk. I want to be but I'm scared to be. Any advice? Words of encouragement? Anything at this point would be helpful to be honest.