Just need to vent

A little over 6 weeks post MMC and my quantitive HCG test came back at 52.5 today. I’m so frustrated I could cry (and have many times). I understand this is totally out of my control but my body is being a bit dramatic. I have been spotting for over a week and seems to be getting heavier also have had bad cramping. Hoping this means AF is coming regardless of my HCG levels. I was super regular before so fingers crossed she comes soon 🤞🏻🤞🏻. This is not something my Dr warned me about 😰.