Is anyone else suffering from this? I feel so alone and it’s taking a toll on my relationship. I don’t know what to do. He’s mad at me and I don’t want him to be. I know we need to better communicate with each other but when he gets mad at me he shuts down and doesn’t want to talk. I don’t want there to be tension between us for our daughters sake. I grew up with divorced parents and it was hard.

So as for how I’m feeling I just don’t feel comfortable in my skin and the thought of sex or anything puts me off. I’m working on loving myself how I am and trying to find myself in this new roll of mom. I just don’t think he understands and I don’t really expect him to but I’d like some support.

I don’t know am I just crazy? Ugh