I just started college and I had high hopes really . I thought I was going to flourish here and everything that had been wrong before was going to be made right. None of that has happened. I’m failing a class I placed into and I’ve been trying to date and of all the guys I have been interested in only two have expressed interest back and then both of them within days of each other just stopped talking to me. I don’t really have any friends other than the one I had from Home coming here or the ones in my dorm who I only see at meal times. I’m so lonely. The only reason I’m writing this right now is because I’m lying in bed and out of no where I started crying. All of this is just coming down on me over the past weeks and it’s never stopped and I just want it to stop. Why can’t I just get something I want .