I love you “ Kacchan” .

no matter what i do, i always end up thinking about you. Even when i’m around the people that find me attractive or vice versa. i always drone back to you. i think i’m crazy over you. you don’t know what you mean to me.

Whenever you talk about other women I can’t help but feel jealous. I know you’re turning 18 and I want you to experience the world but I wish we could do it together. I wish I was older so we could. You could get mad at me a million times and i would still love you. I get so embarrassed talking about ‘lewd’ stuff with you.

I never thought I would be crazy over a boy again, but what do I know? Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if i didn’t met you. But then I would re meet you over and over again.

I wish you could realize that again. I shouldn’t have turned you down I was just scared because you were drunk. I want to get married to you because I trust you so much. I really want to live my life with you. When I finish school I’ll go see you, I promise.