2 days before AF due. Ttc since june 2016.. 🙏💛🍼

So today I decided to go all the way back in my calender to see when i started TTC. It was JUNE 2016!! Y'all, that was 2 and a half years ago. 😭😭😭 It's been on and off, I've lost hope and found it again... I've prayed and tracked and did opks and used preseed, and asked for advice, watched family and friends be blessed with pregnancy and deliver beautiful little babies..

God, When will it me my turn?

Im 26, me and my SO have been together for 5 years in December.

I'm a very private person and I don't share alot with friends and family on this journey because they all have thier opinions, some that have previously discouraged me..

But I AM READY..

I'm currently 12 dpo, if it doesn't happen this month idk what I'll do.

And if by the Grace of God, I am pregnant I might have to name my baby Miracle. 🙌😭😂

Not really.. But you catch my drift...

I don't have insurance, but maybe it's time to seek professional help. 😭😭