Stupid provera

So I have pcos , and I did 10 days of provera to induce a period and nothing, no period. I had done it the month before and got a period on my 8th day so I thought this was weird. I had five positive pregnancy tests. Went to my obgyn they did a blood tests and it came out negative, she said wait another week test again. So I tested came back negative and that was a month ago and i finally got a hold of her and she said just increase the provera to 200 mg for another 10 days and we’ll try again. I’m so over all of this. I’m over the meds, the less than nice doctors, and feelings utterly broken. I’m over all the false hope and let’s down. Now excuse me while I go shut up and take my meds and stare at maternity crap on Pinterest.