So Im not a virgin anymore 🙈

So my mans came over and we finally did it!! We’ve been together for over a year (LDR) and we tried a couple times but never managed to get it in. One time we got close but it hurt too much so he stopped. But he came over last week and we finally did it! ☺️ Yeah it still hurt like a bitch but I had to tell him I was fine or he’d go soft. Oh how hard I tried not to cry lmao.

We went raw too and Im not on any birth control, but 🤷🏻‍♀️ We honestly don’t mind.

Anyways, we did it like 12 times cuz he was only here for 5 days and every time we did it, it still hurt just a little. Like just the getting it in part and then for like 5 seconds when he starts moving, then it goes away. Is that normal? My friend said it only hurt the first 3 times 🤔 I was thinking I just needed to relax a bit since I was pretty tense each time, I was afraid it was hurt and being afraid actually made it hurt I guess. Once I relaxed it was like heaven 🤤🤤