Thinking I’m worth more, maybe? I hope..

I love my relationship. My baby is the Apple of my eye I will always put him first. My boyfriend/baby’s father is the best. We laugh, we understand each other, we have 2 years in and have been through hell and back together. We built a life together.

Lately since the pregnancy and the baby things have changed he’s gone down hill and up hill and back down hill..

He landed a great job, we got a great house, we announced our pregnancy, our baby was born, we moved into our new home!

Now he’s hating his job..he’s wondering if it’s worth it..

He quit his job.

He wants to be self employed.

I got my son approved for wic so I know he’s covered but what about our house. What are we supposed to do without the steady pay. We agreed I could take a year off to raise our baby to stay home!

He’s gotten aggressive. We fight more. He makes fun of me. He treats me like I’m his mom. He doesn’t do anything.

I started questioning am I worth better.. is this just a rough spot... I don’t know but I have this little boy who scores first..

I applied for jobs.. no matter what I will have support for my son. I’m wondering if maybe I should do this alone move back home let my toxic relationship go.

He’s not that great with him he would rather give him to someone else than hold him. He hates diapers. He only wants him when people are around..

I’m so confused.. do I stay and help him through this we’ve done this before we can do it again.

Or is it different now that a little life is a stake.

Please ladies I need you guidance 😢