Is he not attracted anymore

I started playing with myself in the room. He was in the front room sleep I was so into it i I went to the front room started kissing on him sucking on him all he kept saying was he was tired and he didn’t wanna have sex. I kept grabbing his penis and rubbing it he was getting hard a little then he kept saying no but I really wanted it....so when he said stop I just got off him and went in my room and played with myself more. He came in there and fingered me...I didn’t want that I wanted more I wanted penetration. He then went in when I said I was about to cum and he did like 3 pumps and quit and sat on the edge of the bed so I played until I finished myself off and I said I was done....he was like really and left....but what is there too do all he do is watch porn and be on porn sites am I not what he wants I’m so confused. We rarely have sex and he watch more porn than he does me in the bedroom...