Help me!

I’m in love with man I lost my virginity. I been with him for 2 years. He took me to Vegas for my birthday 3 months ago. He put a lot of effort into me but he can’t commit to me. I have hardest time letting go. I have boyfriend now and he ready to get married soon. I need help!! I love the guy I lost my virginity but I been waiting 2 years for him to commit and my boyfriend is wonderful to me and treat so well but I’m more happy with the guy I lost my virginity. 💔