Have you ever?? Venting

Please dont judge me nothing but positive comments please so I have two kids a 4yr and a 4 month old. I am a stay home mom I love my kids and being i know this may some harsh or weird or wrong or w.e. but i feel all i am is a mom and housewife. Like i lost I want to be Kaitlyn my kids mom not my kids mom kaitlyn if u get what i mean. I feel wrong feeling this way I feel wrong saying saying how i feel. I know im not a nobody just feel im just a mom and a housewife and I know there so much more to me then that.