I dont know what to think.

Im so sad you guys. Af is 5 days late but i dont even care cause I have irregular periods regardless. So on the 2 of november I had light spotting, pink only there when I wiped, 2 days ago I had the same thing.. I dont have any cramps and usually I have cramps on my period. I feel like im grasping at straws trying to find any symptom but I dont, all my "symptoms" are probably physcological :( ive been taking Dollar Store cheapies and all BFN :'( I dont know what to think im so heartbroken 💔💔