How did you cope? 💔

I found out yesterday my baby is no longer with us, I was 7 weeks but fuck me (sorry for the language) it is really fucking hurting!!!

I have had two miscarriages in the past, them being finding out I am pregnant then one day later bleeding, and had blood tests done to confirm it was a miscarriage, and yes it was disappointment but it didn’t hurt I know that probably sounds like I am a heartless cow

But this is really eating me up inside, i feel like my partner doesn’t care, but when I asked him why isn’t he upset he said “ there was nothing any one could have done, it is just one of those things, it was impossible to save the baby, and impossible to do anything now” which I totally respect that is his view on it, but he has been so supportive with the way that I am dealing with it (not very well) I feel empty, broken, shattered I feel like a piece of my heart that I only found out was there a few weeks ago has been ripped away from me, and it sucks! I hate that the top of my screen when I am on my app I can’t see my baby’s progress, I hate that everyone else is living their life as if nothing as happened! But to me my world is upside down! How did you/ how are you coping with it? 😭💔