For the past few days I’ve been struggling. Feeling worthless and ugly and useless. (Also haven’t read the Bible in my spare time in like 2 weeks so that’s part of my problem) but I’ve just been feeling awful. I’ve been a bad wife, bad friend, bad Christian the past few days all leading up to yesterday. At church the message was having a thirst for God and turning to him when you feel like nothing. Funny how that always happens. And it had me feeling a little better. But this morning I was dropping my husband off at work listening to K-love.

I’m just driving and a song came on that touched my heart but then Oh My Soul by casting crowns came on. If anyone doesn’t know the lyrics it goes:

Oh my soul you are not alone

There’s a place where fear has to face the God you know

One more day He will make a way

Let Him show you how you can lay this down.

And my heart just broke. God knows ours struggles and he knows our pain and heartbreak. That song cam on and I just sat in the car and cried out to God to help heal whatever was happening in my heart and give me a thirst for His word.

God is always listening and he loves us. ❤️✝️❤️✝️