Missing him

Ok so I recently went through a breakup. He said it was a break but like lets be honest, it might be permanent. He said that he felt that he couldn’t be 100% happy with me bc I’ll be honest, we always did what I wanted to do. And I’m not taking all the blame as to why the relationship wasn’t working out but yeah I’ll admit I didn’t do my part in compromising. He also said that I don’t love myself enough since I’m always saying bad things about myself. I do try but like yeah I know I need to be ok with myself before i can love others. He said that this was the hardest thing to do bc he still loves me. I haven’t spoken to him and it’s been like a week since this happened. I’m trying to give him space to make sure if this is what he wants. I love him so much and it’s been so hard not to text him, or go to his place and try to get him back or tell him the things in which he failed in the relationship, but I didn’t see the point. The damage is done I guess. I just hope he’s ok. I told him I would need to hate him to get over him bc he did say that he doesn’t want to lose me since I was the closest person he had. I’m not mad, in fact I feel like I love him more. He ended the relationship bc he said he felt we weren’t going to last long and he didn’t want the relationship to get to a point where we would end up hating each other. I don’t feel like our relationship was toxic, but sometimes I lost my way and forgot that relationships take compromise and I didn’t really do it when I had the chance. We were both lonely people who looked at each other for company and idk I miss him :-// he was my best friend through everything like he would hug me and confort me during my lowest and idk I’m just rambling at this point. i want him to try and talk to me first, but if he doesn’t I do plan on trying to break the silence on thanksgiving. Any advice on trying to get him back? I’m ok if it doesn’t work out and we end up friends but I want to try and salvage what we had before completely giving up.