Feeling so fat

So my whole life i always had a fast metabolism and been around 100-125 lbs . I got pregnant and went up to 150. Now I’m 4 months pp and went up to 135. I like the extra weight in my thighs and butt but hate this belly ! I always had a flat stomach , but now i have a big pouch . I’m always eating because I’m breastfeeding and when i try to cut back i feel lightheaded . I work out lightky but it’s still there 😭my husband loves it and thinks i look good but i look at myself and think i look so fat

Here’s my body(the two lines are from my surgery as a kid that’s why it looks like rolls of fat)

Me 4 years ago