What is happening to me:(

Its been tough throughout my pregnancy my bf left me and ive had no comunicación w him for the last 6 months now my baby is 2 weeks old and he hasnt bothered in looking for our baby not even a call or text nothing . I feel worthless i feel alone. Im feeling unhappy and barley want to be around my baby my depression is getting bad because of his actions it hurts me that my son wont have a dad. Or that his dad will never look for him . The day i gave birth was an odd day i cant say i felt exited or happy everything happend fast. all i can think about was him being there with us but he wasnt. I wanted him to se how adorable our baby came out to be and how much he looks like him. I wanted us to be a family....