I'm not satisfied

So my bf doesnt last long in bed and we have sex often. We will dirty talk and I love when he kisses me a rubs my body but lately I just dont want to have sex with him because it's like he doesn't rely he just gets his and leaves me be. For example I gave him oral so he can last longer in bed he said he is going to do all this dirty shit to me and I talk dirty too and when we finally had sex it was quick then we go for round 2 and he stops mid way and says he has heart burn and cant do anything else . Like I feel like a sack of shit because your heartburn bugged you that much you couldn't help me or finish ?! Then he says you are mad at me and I said no and he says he hates himself because he couldn't finish and it's like why dont u do something about it instead of bitching . Then I get nervous to use my toy because I dont want to hurt his feelings . Like I dont want to have sex anymore because he gets his and I'm left to just lay there . He says he is tired because he works fromb8am to 5pm and he did wake up at 1am to have sex with me but when do I get satisfied and he man the fuck up .. ugh am I wrong , please help !!!!