Trying for so long it's like you be thinking to much about the wat ifs orvwat it could of been...

Anybody ever been trying to get pregnant for so long that you sit there and think about all the time you spent trying and thinking about like damn if I had a kid by now it would be this so many years old or I could have this so many kids by now it's crazy that you can want something for so long and there is so much time that has been lost that you could have already had it or the thought of think about how many kids you you could have by now it's so devastating and heartbreaking..... sorry this post might not even make sense but just when I sit here and think about it it just bothers me knowing that at my age and how long I've been trying I could have a lot of kids or kids that are almost grown by now and I just hope one day I get blessed good luck to all you great women that are struggling or trying to conceive because you're not the only one