I want to drink... upcoming party

I’m 15 never had a drink before. I’m going to a party Friday and there is gonna be guys and heaps of alcohol.

I always thought to myself No I’m gonna wait till I’m 18 (legal age in Australia)!!

But... tbh I’m kinda tempted too. Anna one of my friends is trying to get me to have just one drink (which is peer pressure) but I kind of one too for the following reasons:

- it seems fun

- I won’t be the odd one out (everyone is drinking I’m the only one who is not)

- I want to have a good time

- as sad as it is I feel like I would seem cooler if I was drinking .. people always think I had had sex and shit cause I swear and ‘act’ like it. Whenever some asks I’m always like “NO WTF I’m quite innocent”

Ps. If I was gonna drink I would just get tipsy / have 1 drink